Hello. My name is Wendy, 21 years old, and currently trying to get my shit together.

These past few weeks have been, confusing and yet I feel alive, at some points. Confused as to what do I actually want from myself and just how far I am to becoming the person that everybody expects who I really am. I know this might sound confusing to you as well *chuckles but that's how it is. 

Alive as in I have been feeling so many feelings at once and sometimes it could be overwhelming but I am so glad to find out that I am not numb, I still can feel, and somehow, I am happy.

In a week I will be moving out of my house and move into my university dorm for the third semester. I am excited, it is not because I hate it here but I feel like I would do a better job at studying if I am away, surrounding myself with great competitions so that I would push myself to become better,

I was offered a scholarship from PIDN JPA and I am grateful to know that I can give myself a pat on the back for managing to even got some type of recognition for the effort that I have put into my studies. Because of the scholarship, I need to work twice as hard to keep it. 

Getting my life together, how I wish I know exactly what to do. But I have been doing things that I feel would help. I started bullet journalling again, I guess I could say that my time management has improved significantly, I have been reflecting on my mistakes very often, I practiced gratitude more, and overall I just can feel that I am becoming better, personality-wise, mentally wise and emotionally wise. 

I'll update you on how I am coping with the university, soon. Thank you for coming over. Visit again soon, Love, Wendy.