Hi. How is everybody holding up? I hope everybody is having a great day so far. 

As a student here at University Malaysia Sabah, in the second year, I am doing amazing. The subjects this semester are quite a pain in the ass but honestly, I am not mad. I am getting really good at time management, I revise here and there, I socialize, I eat good, I do morning walks once or twice a week, and overall, I am doing amazing.

I am so blessed to have amazing people around me. My friends from college are my friends here at university. They have been supportive and we are pushing each other to become better. I am so blessed to have a family that is so loving and whenever I crave something, my mom cooks it, they would contact me every day, ask how am I coping with my studies. And when things are not as good as I hope they would be, I would just say "I am doing great, no worries". I know I probably should let it all out but I know I can get past the hardships, in a way manifesting that everything is gonna be okay. Everything IS gonna be okay.

My lab sessions are gonna start in mid-November, I am terrified. I am terrified in the sense of I am going to be talking to new people and that is something that I am so bad at doing, now. I used to be a people's person, I loved to be around people but as time passes and as I grow older, I feel like I don't have to be around people all the time, I should take some time for myself, and just really learn not to be dependent to other people.

I love making timelapse while I study. That way, I can rewatch the video and I get to say that "I did great". I love the feeling of feeling fulfilled, the satisfaction from that alone can make me sleep well at night. 

I feel so motivated than before. I feel the most motivated I have ever been in a very, very long time. I am the happiest I have ever been in a very, very long time. I care the most about my studies, I am so focused on being good at the stuff that I am doing and that is something that I seek this whole time. And now, it's here.

The first month here has been a great time. I love every second I spent here. And on that note, thank you for your time.  Visit again soon, 

Love, Wendy.